That what was

i realised too late in life i had set unrealisable goals,
i lived too much of my life in the hope that i would get the courage to do it tomorrow,
i spent too much of my time trying to catch up with change,
i lived in someone else's shoes,
i wore someone else's tunic and coat,
i searched in vain for that one perfect moment that eluded me all my life,
i am the perfect example of the philosophy of a life lived incomplete,
who put me in this compromise?
nobody but me...
CHANGE!!!
my mother told me,
CHANGE!!!
my friends warned me,
CHANGE!!!
i was told on the hospital bed...
nothing...
and now life eludes me...
any moment now i shall sigh...
that will change my life...
forever...

On Change.